Kamis, 22 September 2011

I AM DESPERATE

OLA AMIGOS.


farah is fucking back. hey. i think theres too much issues in my life hahahah
yeah, my life is complete :) complete with issues.

1) BODEH
my BIG body is my BIG issue. yeah this thing got that thing called "fat" all over the place. yea so im just so sick of this fat thing. fat is bothering me day and night. im so jealous of my skinny friends that EAT A LOTTTTTTT and still....skinny. i mean WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!? and they're just "omg im so fat" ohmigod. u just make me feel so bad.......... LOL.

2) BOYS
omg this high school thingy makes me wanna have a boy friend so bad. cause my friends are like..... all taken. dan mojok di sekolah is a crime U KNOOOOOOOO!!!! forever and always, im the lelad. u kno lelad? thats french for lalat. and looking at all the dps and photos that they made and how they tell cute story of their boys. ahhhh :| yea. high school is the tolak ukur.
u kno tolak ukur? not tolak angin not kolak.

3) GRADE
OMEGEH. i thought hschool will not be this hard:'| im just so down right now cause my chems math bio are going downhill. well my physics is better BUT ya itu. sedih nilainya jelek. GIMANA MO MASUK IPA? yg utama ipa sih, ya biar bisa milih aja...............

4) EMOHHH
im just so emotional lately..... idk why. :s

im sure theres so many issues to right but... i just cant type it all lah ya :|
so heres the solution:

DIET.
its only 1 answer if i wanna be happy. and 1 more. money tree :D hahahahahah diet diet diet. its so hard i love food. i guess i have to break up with this guy called fat. yeah. AAMIIIIINNNN.
u u u u and u. how am i gonna look if im skinny? :| just wondering...................

Jumat, 16 September 2011

hai im back

assalamualaikum hai halo hey ola,

kasian ya blog ini cuman aku posting pas galau aja ahir2 ini. kalo aku jadi blog ini pasti aku kesel bgt. didatengin kalo lagi sedih doang. pas seneng ga di posting2.
maaf ya blog ku yang paling pengertian ama aku ;')
hahahaha so ahir2 ini aku lagi sering dengerin

Not Over You - Gavin Degra
Nobody's Perfect - Jessie J


kenapa? ya karena liriknya mengena sekali sodara2. HAHAHAH. heran makin sma makin labil.
aku kira masa labil smp. ternyata sma semakin labil... mehehehehe
so heres the pile of lyrics yg paling ngena,

ini yang not over you

If you ask me how I'm doin I would say I'm doin just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
and finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what they say, I'm not over you
Not over you

stuck di otak parah hahahahaha
ini yang nobodys perfect

When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah
I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that I learnt to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved

This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me

Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobodys perfect


If I could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never wanna cross that line
I should of kept it between us but no I went and told the whole world how I feel and oh
So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
Promise that I'm gonna try


But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that I learn to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it

Im Not a saint no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you

I'm not a saint, no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
But I swear that ill never do that again to you.
I hate that I let you down, and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no,

ini lirik2 ini semua menyuarakan hati ini..... oyeah.
selama ini aku sering ceritanya aku yg dijahatin and stuff padahal ngga HEHEHE. jadi ya gitu. pokoknya baca liriknya sambil denger lagunya. dan itu yg pengen aku bilang ke yu yu kamu kau lo dan anda. :)

dan sebenernya sih aku agak risih kalo org yg aku kenal baca blog aku yg penuh dengan !@#$%^&*() ya tapi gimana lagi mau ga mau pasti ada bbrapa yg baca. hehe yaudah sbnrnya lagi badmood gara2 aksi aku dan ada reaksi orang lain, nah reaksi orang ini yg bikin aku kesel. tapi ya gitu baca liriknya nobodys perfect. i hate i did it. and i feel so bad about it. tp mo gmn lagi? udah terlanjur................ MAAF :'| im not good at minta maaf dan maafin. minta maaf takut salah ngomong, kalo maafin orang yg bener2 itu rasanya nyesek dan terharu gitu huauauauauau. memang lebay. saya farah dan saya lebay.


salam lebay.