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oh fuck.i think im getting stupid... :| so yeah i hv this big Big BIG dreamszuh. buuuuuut i hv to be smart and full of achievementss to make it happen. + good personality. buuuuut i think im getting stupid, getting... lazzierrr day by day. i skipped classes. important classes. liiike physics chems math. but idk.. i skipped many classes. MANY classes lately.

so this week, i got caught. twice. yeah sun of a beach:) im not that stupid but i think its just a bad luck or maybe... a warning for me.. from God. is it?:| IS IT GOD? aaand idk i used to like physics buuuut since i skipped her classes for too many times. i failed on my exam. and i... dont like physics anymore :|

you know what. i... im stressing out. high school. where everything changes. but its way more fun tho... hahahehe. fuck. WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SOOOOOO STUPID. FUFUFUFUFUFU. and why do i have to be fat, god? :| theres just too many.. challenges in my life. ahahah. you know what this post.. looks so dramatic. and pathetic.