let me start this post with a laugh. ahahhahahahahhaha. a BIG laugh. HAHAHAHAHUHAUSDHIAUAHI. so yeah, this post is dedicated to someone. but that someone is not that "someone" get it? so... actually its suppose to be a galau post tho. but yeah.
Jumat, 02 Maret 2012
isefdkln
one day, when i feel not good enough and about to quit. when the world almost eat me alive. when i feel someone hv to replace me. i was just thinking about him and my future. i dont care what the-other-he will say.
cause..
he is the ONE, who always believe in me. since the first time i start. he never blame me. he, Believes in me. but actually i dont believe in my self. and i feel bad. he is so positive. when i made a mistake he didnt "ure wrong. u shouldve... u er.. u shouldve known.." but he said "lets learn together" and now im scared i will let him down. i remember when im about to be replaced. hes... kinda 'fight' (not that kind of fight, u know what it mean kan) for me.
hes a friend, bro, and mentor for me at the same time. and I will try my best to not to let him down.
btw this post, is not that lovie dubie post. its normal kind of post cause i feel bad.
bye ngok ngok.
Diposkan oleh Farah Hutami Cantya di 05:03 2 komentar
Minggu, 12 Februari 2012
asdfghjklo
oh fuck.i think im getting stupid... :| so yeah i hv this big Big BIG dreamszuh. buuuuuut i hv to be smart and full of achievementss to make it happen. + good personality. buuuuut i think im getting stupid, getting... lazzierrr day by day. i skipped classes. important classes. liiike physics chems math. but idk.. i skipped many classes. MANY classes lately.
so this week, i got caught. twice. yeah sun of a beach:) im not that stupid but i think its just a bad luck or maybe... a warning for me.. from God. is it?:| IS IT GOD? aaand idk i used to like physics buuuut since i skipped her classes for too many times. i failed on my exam. and i... dont like physics anymore :|
you know what. i... im stressing out. high school. where everything changes. but its way more fun tho... hahahehe. fuck. WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SOOOOOO STUPID. FUFUFUFUFUFU. and why do i have to be fat, god? :| theres just too many.. challenges in my life. ahahah. you know what this post.. looks so dramatic. and pathetic.
Diposkan oleh Farah Hutami Cantya di 05:40 0 komentar
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